i can be your hero, baby

Tuesday, May 31, 2005

i've got match later...against this girl from tp.think she's quite good.yimei saw her playing yesterday.i'm at miss mak's classroom now.with jiabao.suppose to do this service learning thing.but ended up blogging.yupp.went for this seminar on sat and sun.it was really fun but tiring and there is a cute bung!!!!she is super cute.hahas.guess she's my eye candy?hahas.yupp guess that' all.will blog bout my match results later!tataz

2:05 AM

Sunday, May 22, 2005

ok.spex in one more week.doubles on sat.singles,dunno when.yeah.had tuition this morning.nearly fell asleep but did not.all thanks to my teachers scolding.hahas cause i got my quadratic equation and algebraic equation all mixed up.hahas she scold until very funny can.then i started laughing.hahas :)my whole back is aching now ok...i want holiday training!!!but there isn't so sad..hahas.oh well...most people around me are getting attach!!and they are forever talking bout them?and lolly bimbo bung and her are so mushy please...and bimbo candy went towning with her today when she's sick yesterday.wonder what's wrong with her?love sick ah?hahas.ok i'm bored and depressed!!!someone help!!!

11:55 AM

simple plan-untitled

I open my eyes
I try to see but
I’m blinded by the white light
I can’t remember how
Ican’t remember why
I’m lying here tonight

And I can’t stand the pain
And I can’t make it go away
No I can’t stand the pain

chorus
How could this happen to me
I made my mistakes
I’ve got no where to run
The night goes on As I’m fading away
I’m sick of this life
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me

Everybody’s screaming
I try to make a sound but no one hears me
I’m slipping off the edge
I’m hanging by a thread
I wanna start this over again

So I try to hold onto a time when nothing mattered
And I can’t explain what happened
And I can’t erase the things that I’ve done
No I can’t

repeat chorus twice.

11:50 AM

Sunday, May 15, 2005

let's see...it's 4 plus now.cant sleep.kept tossing and turning in bed.something bad happen last night.when i was trying to sleep.so i suppose,it took my sleep away?tml is science!!!oh no.have not really start studying yet.but was reading through some notes yesterday.shall continue to read later.played tennis with leanne and fangzi on friday!so fun to play with them.fangzi was mad.she sat under the sun?cause she wana get tanned and she burn her butt a few times.and i got tanner too!!then on sat,they came over again and played tennis.but i didn't,so went down and watch them play.they played awhile.then started talking.talk bout so much stuff la.hahas.then went for tuition.later got the course.dun wana go.it's tiring ok.right.i'm bored now.and i cant sleep...i need to scold someone.i need to scold someone!!!

will there be someone there whom i can trust on?whom i can tell everything to?and who really understand the pain i'm going through now...it's just too much.the pain,the stress,the suffering,the everything.i just need some drug to take it all away.i dun want them!!!go away please.don't make my life miserable.god,if all you want is my life,take it,dun make me suffer with all the crap.why must my life be so miserable?

"just one more day with you,there's nothing i will not do"

7:28 PM

Sunday, May 08, 2005

do you know i love you?do you know how much you mean to me?will you ever understand me?do you know the pain i'm going through?i dunno why i'm still loving you.after all that has happen -nineteen

i've been having moodswing these few days.have been seeing things i dun wana see.hearing things i dun wana hear.but guess i cant control it.lit paper on wed.*cross finger*gotta pass all subject.yupp.argh.i wana scream and shout.have got alot of things inside to vent it all out.AAHH.have got no mood to blog.oh and btw thanks tia,jannah,izzaty,xuanya.for cheering me up and.thanks!!muackx.and thanks for the sweet!kept the wrapper!hahas.poor yimei.her back?or butt?anyway take care alright?make sure you do.i wana see you at spex ok?yupp.guess that's all.

12:45 PM